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Doar you view me and make judgement,
but I AM STILL HERE.

i have lived through terrifiying experiences and the mundane, and my own existence.

i have a strong heart and mind,
and they will remain with me, with this life, this heart, this listening.

and i will hear each of you, everyone, because this is my way. in each of your light i still listen, each mind, each blind movement, you are here....here within me.

and you may discard me, treat me as another aberation, but i am here...still here. i know my mind....and it has wandered in the past and it still will, that is my nature.. I don't conform to the normal conformity that has become your blanket. i have chosen to be ME.

it is a breakage of society, it is not a commercial fed view, it is a concious choice to be a person....a "PERSON", that is here in this time, in this moment, just a person. I will live and hopefully love.

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all i have left is hope, which i already know to well the danger of. maybe tomorrow will hurt just a little bit less.
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