such_great_sadness
Ouroboros
being
without
you
hurts
more
than
i
could
have
ever
imagined
.
it
comes
and
goes
,
but
when
it
comes
i
feel
like
i've
been
punched
in
the
gut
.
hollow
.
nauseous
.
weak
and
fragile
,
like
my
skin
provides
no
protection
from
the
outside
.
the
tips
of
my
fingers
hurt
.
the
pillows
i
hold
against
my
stomach
don't
support
me
.
crying
in
the
fetal
position
,
weeping
with
such_great_sadness.
the
world
hasn't
ended
,
yet
my
world
is
upside
down
.
101011
...
Ouroboros
breathing
in
but
there's
no
air
101011
...
Ouroboros
bad
dream
can't
wake
up
101011
...
Caroline 452
It
took
every
shred
of
will
power
I
had
not
to
pick
up
the
phone
,
and
it
still
is
.
What
if
I
just
called
you
?
What
if
....
I
came
over
,
or
you
came
over
?
What
would
happen
?
What
if
I
ran
to
your
new
place
and
pounded
on
the
door
and
demanded
you
come
out
?
Knowing
you're
hurting
is
tearing
the
heart
right
out
of
me
.
I
was
FINE
and
now
I'm
on
the
floor
screaming
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
NO
!!!!!!!!!!.........
NO
!
She
can't
be
hurting
like
this
NO
!
I
can't
call
or
see
her
NO
!
I
can't
not
call
or
see
her
101012
...
Caroline 452
and
the
cave
crumbles
down
around
you
,
and
you
only
have
to
reach
out
....
will
the
cave
magically
restore
itself
?
101012
...
.
Just
navigate_back.
Once
you
type
something
and
you
have
to
enter
the
captcha
,
just
copy
whatever
you
just
typed.
101012
...
Ouroboros
if
only
we
had
managed
to
get
over
each
other
then
and
move
on
.
161031
...
unhinged
genuine_heart_of_sadness
161101
...
unhinged
i
buried
your
urn
today
i
already
miss
your
smokers
cough
ridden
laugh
my
grandma
was
a
bad
ass
she
smoked
unfiltered
camels
while
knitting
beanies
while
watching
the
hallmark Chanel
she
donated
most
of
the
beanies
to
the
homeless
shelter
in
her
quiet
german
way
she
loved
a
lot
of
people
.
my
sisters
tears
were
insufferable
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