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farmfish a fairy godmother is playing a bass guitar while a full moon rises over ever-singing birds. 020624
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yoink i hate everything right now,

even the things i love so much


i hate beyond belief
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Sonya I reach and reach...but I'll never touch a single star way up there.

We all bleed down here on Earth....I wonder if one day she'd end up completely covered in dried blood...and we'd all be beings from planet Scab.

I'm glad the stars are up there. At least there's something to look forward to later. The stars are unconditional...unless you aren't a night dweller like me.
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sabbie Insomnia and Caffine,
those fucking bitch queens
are laughing at me.
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Kate Alana said once during a game of twenty questions while waiting in line for the Millenium Force that you wouldn't want to touch a star. Mr. Betchel emphasized spelling Shekinah Glory correctly, and talked about being blinded by God's light. Dr. Tiel laughs about drinking blood and vampires. I cried last night without losing tears as 15 "talented and gifted students at the Ashland Summer Honors Institute" sat in a circle around a lit candle and talked about life. I still want to touch a star and see the light of God. 020625
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cube Carry with you a diamond for your star and look into your heart for the light of God...
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