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smack_the_beast
daf Trapped in a landscape
of shambling shapes
oh how we elucidate!
not sure why it seems
to fascinate us
love is a lover it seems
of repetitious gags

I try sometimes
but its all the same
Are we still alive?
Smack the beast
and watch its eyes come to life
yes..we're still here
under the veneer
between the lines
past the depth of the rambling
deluge of our minds

Yes we're still alive.
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In_Bloom A slap in the face reminds me I'm still just a beast 081028
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in a silent way right in the snout. 130113
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Arwyn I look back at the things I wrote here last. Drama. I'm so ashamed. I'm so embarrassed. I'm sorry for the pain I caused. I'm sorry for the drama. I was so different then. I'm so different now. I don't even remember that girl. Cause she was a girl. No where near an adult. I'm not sure I'm an adult now... but I'm closer. I'm not nearly the monster I was becoming. Thank the gods 180922