blather
siblinghood
amy is an older sibling to always stand up for your rights, and have a reaction to those, with a little adjustment, could be your peers. musical harmony is usually best. but sometimes its an i'll-beat-you sort of scenario. (gotta be able to compete)

thankfully, my brother does this on a completely different playing field than whatever i ever did. so, no real competition there. i'm not sure if he would like to hear that, sports nut that he is...
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unhinged somehow, through all the squabbling, my brother became the most important thing in my life. the one i told all my secrets to. i have pictures of him everywhere. pictures do not replace the feeling of him. these years of him so far away have been hard. harder than i could describe.

there_are_no_words_here
for how much i love him
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