blather
perspective_of_love
h|s|g short_term satisfaction delayed
long_term flowering
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unhinged my love is like a faucet that only has two positions

all_the_way_on

or

all_the_way_off
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lostgirl who said this was going to be easy?

well?


love_is_love


no matter how you shake it up or try to write the rule book....
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unhinged reflections
in dirty_mirrors


love_is_pain



and if i can't save you
i can sure as hell
save myself
(there are parts of that self
that i am unwilling to
compromise on)
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unhinged the kind of love i'm looking for
is the kind

that accepts me
forgives me
tolerates my foibles
appreciates me

even in spite of them



and when there are conditions
on love
i don't know how to deal
cause i give my love freely
(albeit maybe TOO freely)

or almost freely
i just want some acknowledgement in return
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unhinged ( i have tried to

abandon_expectations



i try to
give it all away
let_it_all_go


but i still need something
even a little something
in return


i don't get it
so
i isolate myself

and
i continue not to get it




then_again
my little nephew brings so much love
unconditional_love


how do we go from that
to
expecting others to conform to our
fabricated list, idea
of what we want others to give us
and call it love?)
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unhinged abandon_expectation 180619