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sameolme It's becoming nearly impossible.
In the old days it was as easy as eating
an apple.
Now there's over 6 billion sinners
and we're all just recycling tired old sins based on greed, envy, lust, etc.
If anybody has come up with a new one,
let me know, it might inspire me.
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Mister Brightside eddie_izzard

"Bless me father, i have sinned... i did an original sin...i...i..poked a badger with a spoon"

"why yes, my child, that is pretty original, uuhmmm...give me five Hail Mary's and two Hello Dolly's"

"bless me father i have sinned, i had an affair with my neighbour's wife"

"Hear it before, come back when you've got something new."

"In Church of England that'd never work, it'd go something like this:

'Vicar, i've done terrible things..."

"Well, so have I...Drink five bloody Mary's and you won't remember any of it'"
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Death of a Rose shouldn't god be letting us know about any extra sins we may have missed...another book of commandments or something? 051108
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once again Thou shalt not drive with your turn signal on.

Thou shalt not repeat stupid mistakes

Thou shall fill out your deposit forms correctly

Thou shalt not yell at cashiers this Christmas

Thou shalt not beat a dead horse

Thou shall wash thine hands before dining

Thou shall brush thine teeth before bed

Thou shall properly mix your ice tea

Thou shalt not forget dessert

Thou shall love a parade
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7hours Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah. 111109
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unhinged never really made sense to me. if god loved us why would he make us evil?


and then i found
bodhicitta
basic_goodness
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hisgnowledge +R.I.P you'ready_dead 111111
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Lia
Knave of my restless heart
Lover of my dreams depart
Undefined Beauty brought us here
torn and burning
Afire with ethereal Vision
of a stillborn aching feeling

Wayfaring Beloved,
how shall I hide it?

No captain...no lighthouse...no shore...

No more denying
Providence, circumstance,
Cruel bright Light
plotted and foiled
our every attempt
to Be Together.
To be Human in each others eyes.


In a secret moment
the Veil was lifted
your Real face taken unaware
shining exposed
under the lamplight glow

and I saw you...

twisted
contorted
vulnerable
cowardly
manipulative
selfish
cruel
prodigal
afraid...

and I loved you more.


Darling, I Loved you even more...

For understanding

For being given the gift of All of you


For realizing my Love was unconditional...unshaken.

Accepting

Enduring.

Adam and Eve after The Fall

trembling naked and exposed
in each other's arms...

metamorphosized from the cocoon


That stark moment of Vulnerability
empowered Us the potential to Love as Gods

There was a choice
a crossroad
Heaven trembled in our arms...


You let go of my hand just then.


I wander the wildnerness alone

aching for Our Innocence
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Lia Original_Sin_II

I've been so downhearted, Baby.

A year.

So downhearted

since the rabid exposure
of our plucking sin

There was no serpant~
a myth, a scapegoat

there was only you
only me

the first~the last
on the earth to discover
Universal-Fire-Magic
tapped from vulnerability


You fled
From the heat
of the wagging fingers
the snide booming thunder
that would never, could never
understand.

(you said that once~
'they will never understand'
what consolation if any is there
in knowing?)

fled so far into
your private cancer-womb
seeking nomadic safety from the
Accusing storm

leaving me alone
to defend the purity of our love
from the blinding inquisition

Sole in a barren world,
too tepid to be chartered
for its winding roads of
hypocrisies and indifference

O, so dark the world became to me!

witheld
ostracised

from the beautiful
sun-stream of your affection;

the one and only comfort
that would have saved me
from myself

no other wrath
as completely, aggresively
condemning as
my own.

Punished so severly
for crimes not understood

an ethereal Being!
too delicate of Soul
to touch feet
on the harsh environment
of this alien world, unchartered, unreal, so oblivious

Muse-less, Devoid.


My soul shattered back there
in peices around me


no more fight left in me
without you
to gather them
and form a puzzle-form for face

Shining bare and skinless
for all to see

deep into the core of my naked misery.


Don't search
whatever hope and promise
still gleams deep within my eyes

my Heart, my nudity is my own
no longer hungerly devoured
nor given in that pure Innocence
I once in tender-new time
so naively gave to you.

And the hunters with their
self-fulfilling, feasting desires

if only they knew
the harrowed depths of these
winding passageways
and the tortured chambers they lead
I have no armor
to protect me

but this burning love

this most precious belief

slipping more away from
me in the glass shards
of the days

the weight of our forsaken dreams
sliding from my arms
for all my fight,
my fiery determined
fight

to hold them

to protect them

Cradled

as sacred
as they were born
in
the innocent freedom of our discovery

Our discovery

so downhearted, Baby...

so downhearted...
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a thimble in time The sacrifice of eternal innocence and youth
-The Tree of Life
for a paltry few years of joy and sorrow
-The Tree of Knowledge

Today temptation is reversed

Instead of relishing the texture of the infinite knowledge

We are seduced by the serpent of everlasting youth

The sin of 40 going on 21

Whose hand has not snapped its fruit off the branch?
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Ouroboros in the mirror i see
me, i long for
the bursting of my soul through
every cell, eyes shining
with my god-ness, goddess
embodied. truly it is not
youth i long for, but the perfect
marriage of wisdom with innocence
body with soul, little me with
big god. in the mirror,
i look again, and know.

all is one, all is love, all is
this moment. no sin, just
the beautiful perfect imperfection
of fumbling toward light and love in this
body animal vehicle, encased in flesh
and still remembering holiness.

i look in the mirror of another perfect
imperfect being, human by the choices
of living. gods, giants, tiny drops of
rain lost in the immense thirst of
earth. i see us all awakening, opening
eyes once again to our
perfect blend of god soul in little god body,
wisdom and innocence tumbling together,
so that the angels cry out in joy
and we dance
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Zsiga Adam and Eve
In a life of tranquility
Then thrust into the turmoil
Of decisions
Now the path of humanity
Forever changed
Forgetting their first love
Searching for clothing
Screaming mid-childbirth
Death and hunger
Destruction and rescue
They long for the garden
It's vivid fragrance
And changing patterns
Fading at first
Then coming into focus
Memories of fruit
A face familiar
Not seen for three days
Running to the light
Thru the open door
Wordless but in surrender
Original sin forgiven
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. I cried today, to know that what I've felt was true. 131107