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birdmad sensedisconnect all over the place, hollow feeling like dried-up insect shells or a waning moon on a brightening dawn

peripheral
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unhinged when i bawled while i was stoned, it was obvious that numb and comfortable where two separate entities. 040726
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shivers sounds like an accurate statement 050328
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birdmad so, this past weekend, as a counterpoint to last weekend's debauch
i was a_bird_in_a_smoky_grey_cloud just hanging around the house and at some point, the only feeling i had was that gravity in general was tilting to one side and that i was collapsing in on myself like some kind of giant, fucked-up souffle.
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phil roof; funny scarf 050328
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phil a little funny scarf moon meditation
like in that movie from the 80's where that crazy stoner is always wearing cut-offs and being "offt the wall"
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zanna i wish i could see my other options .. 050712
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(_) hardly feeling 050712