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| farmfish |
think about the good things that someone has done for you. think about the bad things you didn't do. who loves you? someone. who do you love? turn your head. open your senses. face the day. don't forget there is hope. |
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| Dis |
He was home alone, where he dosed himself quietly. "There's some benefit to be had from that," he told me the following evening. How can I argue? And yet, when he tells me he is feeling everwhelmed, when he says he recognizes some of the old habits wanting to return, a dozen little needles prick into my heart. Emotional acupuncture. It triggers a response – so dangerous – that makes me want to hold him. Let him lie in my arms so I can stroke his brow, rub his earlobe between my thumb and forefinger, kiss his crimson cheeks. "Is this bad for you?" I ask him. I want him to say no. I want him to mean it. I want to know he won't fall in the same holes again, that he'll will himself not to. Not just for me, but also for him. |
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