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lycanthrope The lord had a load to carry,
he stumbled once or twice,
saw a flower on the ground
near where he fell and smelt
it sayin, who said this isn't all
nice nice nice,
who knows if i'll pass this way twice.

Well the lord said livin's eatin others,
while you're bein ate...
but i'll lay down for my brother,
i'm emptyin my plate plate plate,
where there's a will there's a way.

And the lord said he'll show you all,
the road out of hate,
and that by embracing it, you're escaping being dragged by fate fate fate,
you're understanding all this weight.

The guards were known as jokers to their wives, daughters and sons
when a hard day of crucifyin was done.
When they were allowed to have their fun.

So they played for his belongings, under the setting sun, i'll see your crown and raise you a robe,
"oh i've got an even better source of fun fun fun,
you'll all just come undone!"

Well he took a scroll and in blood he wrote, people here's your king,
he's got the highest seat today, but tomorrow he won't feel a thing haha,
so hurry up and kiss his ring haha.

Well they cackled like crows,
and peter could only wince.
His lord told him the kind of man
he'd be and Peter hadn't seen him since oh no,
even though he'd now been convinced.

They had themselves a good laugh, thought themselves quite funny,
didn't know they were tearing apart, their ticket to milk and honey,
they chose the earth over god cuz it was sunny.

well they drove the nail through the right hand, the lord said "that all you got?" they put the nail through his left hand and he said salvation's comin ready or not, salvation from the grave's rot.

They put the nail through his water walkin feet, the lord said "i'll tell you what...i'm not the type to hold a grudge, but my daddy's gonna make hell hot hot hot, it can always get a little more hot.

Well the lord he looked into the distance, said with a tremble in his voice, i'll show you with my very blood, that in living you make a choice choice choice, it's a cross but i'm giving you a choice.

because, livin's eatin others,
while you're bein ate...
but i'll lay down for my brother,
i'm emptyin my plate plate plate,
where there's a will there's a way.

And the lord said I'll show you all,
the road out of hate,
and that by embracing it, you're escaping being dragged by fate fate fate,
you're understanding all this weight.

Well the theif on the lord's right side, said what a friggin load of piss, if you're so mighty and powerful, hightail your ass out of this this this,
then you can show me where to kiss.

Well the lord he said to his right side, your words are all amiss,
why do you choose this suffering
over a state of bliss bliss bliss,
and the lord made a face of bliss.

But then the man on the lord's left side said hold up not so fast-
i don't have much to give you lord, but i'll give you each breath till my last last last, i'll say it's my first though it's my last.

because i believe what you're sayin sure as these nails do sting,
and in a place past them remember lord,
when you were like me when you're a king,
an everywhere nowhere sort of king.

Well the lord he looked into the crowd, he said i'll die so you can be free, and then he looked into the heavens and said but father why have you forsaken me me me, why must the buck stop with me?

then the lord he looked into the distance, with resignation in his eye, too broken down to give a chuckle, the lord gave his final sigh sigh sigh,
dying without asking why.

tell the skies they went from water to wine, the ground shook with the force of the dead,
the earth and sky switched places, the moment the lord dropped his head, all the mercy in his head.

The guards they held on tightly shaking and holding each other near. One said to the other, that was the son of god i fear fear fear
truly something happened here.

Well one guard said how on earth did that happen? the other, "some answers never can be told.
but if i can live like that man died, i'dbe gladly dumb till i'm 100 years old old old,
no answers but a heart of gold.

okay...so that's my gospel song...and i don't want to hear all you people with all your cliched beliefs about christianity and religion. the arguments are all so pre-packaged they're worse than some religions.

christianity's a beautiful religion, it's too bad no one practices. And they can't, it preaches sacrifice, forgiveness, unconditional love. It goes against some of life's most basic tenets. the very definition of a healthy organism in more words or less is one whose love is justified not unconditional. And we think of christianity as cliche now, since it's been shoved down our throats, but it was a big deal, it was a hey things don't have to be the way you assumed in its day. It is ironic that we dismiss it and see ourselves as liberating ourselves by saying no i can be selfish, when all we do is return to the world that was so bad people flocked to such a change. Indeed Christianity would be stupid, for anyone who has always strong. But all of us are weak at turns - hence society, hence how we yearn for guarantees...marriage tenure family. Compassion humility these are the things my grandpa holds in his eyes, eyes which have seen both recklessness's consequences and caution unchecked, when he says to me of blind faith or of becoming an accountant, there are worse things in the world. You're all cynics to dimiss it. And in a world where perception is reality, cynics say they're realists without stopping to ask if fatalism is a self fufilling prophecy. Christianity is the illusory triumph of thought over breath as opposed to Buddhism where breath is over thought. Anyways...i'll update this post...cuz there's more! more i have to say on it!
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