| love_or_whatever_as_addiction | ||
| just me |
it's just not... preventable? i mean, just the semblance of being in love is enough... strolling around laughing with a cute boy... or sitting by a campfire, as my brain turns off and I begin to babble about kinetic and potential energy and he grins and says "you're crazy", and I remind myself that he's just friendly but fail it feels the same every single time, and it doesn't get better and it's not even love or anything approaching that, it's just whatever that cute fuzzy feeling you get when a cute boy smiles at you is but it feels good and bad at the same time, and it's terribly strange yet familiar |
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