lashing_out
sirflaccid
...
and
you
know
why
.
050107
...
Freak
that
doesn't
make
it
right
050111
...
stork daddy
fuck
you
you
stupid
pimp
and
whore
all
rolled
up
into
one
...you're
the
reason
this
world
sucks
...you're
the
reason
my
life
is
painful
.
i
will
kill
you
or
die
trying
.
050112
...
Risen
On
an
intellectual
level
,
I
understand
it
.
At
my
wit's
end
,
an
emotional
and
physical
wreck
I
reach
out
to
the
only
person
who
has
ever
made
it
right
.
Despite
the
fact
I
promised
myself
I
wouldn't
.
I
got
weak
.
I
reached
out
.
Nothing
but
cold
silence
.
I
dug
harder
.
Anything
for
a
response
.
Hating
her
for
not
replying.
Hating
myself
for
needing
her
.
Lashing
out
.
Then
instantly
regretting
it
.
Feeling
even
worse
because
that
was
an
old
pattern
.
something
I
thought
I'd
never
do
again
.
Now
I
feel
worse
.
now
I
have
nowhere
to
turn
.
Or
maybe
I
was
subconsciously undoing
it
by
giving
her
a
reason
to
hate
me
even
more
.
Hurting
myself
through
her
.
Who
knows
with
me
Hello
hair
shirt
.
You're
the
one
constant
in
my
life
150208
...
unhinged
fuck_you_fedex
i
ended
up
yelling
at
3
different
customer
service
people
on
the
phone
.
i'm_an_asshole
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