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The stalkee When I was younger. When I was smaller.

It's smaller, much smaller now.
How can that be, when I feel I haven't grown?

When I was your honey_angel_dream_boy, this world was so large. You were so beautiful. And I had nothing to say.

I still think about you. Not every day. Not every month. But in a way, constantly.

I wish I had been better able to handle knowing you in the short window that I actually did.

I don't like the head_space I find myself in whenever I think of you. It is a strange and scary place. It's smaller now, but it used to be much bigger. I_won't_miss_you_when_it's_gone.
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