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squint i don't draw. but today i was sketching a fat woman, naked, from behind, a blurry mess of pencil stabs and scrapes, jagged dashes making a messy figure.
her hair started to look like mine.
even that chunk on the right that was shorter than the rest.

but that was accidental.

then i marked her arm and turned it into a scar,
and then more scars that were mine
all over in the same patterns.

but i decided she was not me, and i gave her barely visible wings

so she could rise to where i cannot go.

i never draw.

but this made me calmer.

this never happens.

but im glad it did.
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Dafremen Me too.
Now go there.
On wings of hate, or wings of love.
Wings of delusion, illusion or realism.
Find a focus, be it idol or nemesis.
Matters not.
Do what you must to fly.
Refuse to be satisfied with your view from the ground.

see also: FAT_CHICKS_WITH_CLASS
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squint go away.

its easier to get there if I'm not told to do it.

watch me ,now, i wont do it just to spite you.
damn you dafremen!!!
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phil I like fat women. The way they are outlined. I like looking at them because I know no one else does. All the fat sitting in spots along their arms, there feet being of some size, yet boyant. It is as if a big fat ass angel came crashing down from heaven. I can't stop thinking about them. You can see their whole body, no matter what they are wearing. I saw one fat_woman wearing nothing but diapers once at school, it was funny, I think she started to get angry/embarassed after a while though, but I thought it was wonderful. They always look so pissy. I wonder if their poop is the same as mine, it doesn't matter. 020630
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Dafremen I know you won't. In fact I knew it when I wrote that. In fact I doubt very much that you CAN. ¿Now what? 020630
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squint I'll show you!!!
HAH!

*smile*

but it wasn't a smile for you, so there.
now go away like i told you to!
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basement bum. Alot of Natty for alot of woman. 030602