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It's like my emotions are an ocean and the moon is full, drowning my heart at high tide.
Overflowing and frozen all at once.
Last night I dreamt of moldavite filtering moonlight and today was surreal. I am grateful and exhausted.
I am grateful for EMTS and fire_fighters and poison_control operators and 911_dispatchers. They have difficult, steessful, emotional work and I am full of admiration and respect for it.
I am thankful that my love is safe and well. I hate hospitals but I do appreciate the good people working in them.
I've been thinking about people who work with the dying lately, and the way we die so often out of sight. Death is distant and invisible it seems.
Compassion. Empathy.
Coming back to me in heavy waves. Maybe I will finally let myself express again, feel out loud and be wet with life.
I've been very stiff for a while.
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