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Rhin tick-tock-tick-tock-tick-tock.......

it's just sitting there like this big dead end. i have always known. where did i put that 'to do' list anyway? oh i remember, i put it under 'time'... well, 1) i have a wonderfully enormous hammock, that has been given some wild rides. 2) i always splash in puddles. 3) i have a forest full of vines at my disposal, so i'm covered there. hmmmm....4) blather in the shower-do show tunes count? 5) physical explorations-been there, done that. 6) i just love babies-inhaling their essence often. 7) dance naked under the full moon-and what a night that was. 8) my imagination runs wild, while laying upon the earth. what's left? only a few to go, with plenty of time to expand the list. seeing as i haven't been procrastinating, i know when the final countdown begins, i will be looking forward to those last few moments, when i can lay back and reflect, on how much living i have done. i am sure i will return to the state of non-existence, with a twinkle in my eye...

tick-tock-tick-tock-tick-tock......
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Rhin of course...9) fall in love-even though losing him, was/is something unthinkable, i often feel blessed, that i had the opportunity of knowing him, and that we were truly in love...twin flames...i experienced the ultimate love. i can't even explain it now. i can just say that it was amazing... 001118
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someone you know amen, rhin 001118
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Rhin waiting...
(need a new goddamn battery?)
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crimson www.deathclock.com

let a computer calculate your death!
::cough::
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rhin revision...
could i have possibly been any more full of shit? i don't want to die. in those last few moments, i'll be begging God for another chance.
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Death of a Rose that's it you thieving little bastards.

hand my clock back or i'll be timeless,

and sometimes even death needs some time.
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