on_a_wednesday
bijou
three
girls
at
a
bar
.
we
all
work
at
the
phone
company
.
it's
strange
for
me
to
actually
talk
to
someone
that
works
in
the
same
building
as
me
.
i
usually
go
about
my
daily
meaningless
shit
without
saying
a
word
to
anyone
except
the
people
on
the
phone
,
telling
me
how
much
they
hate
the
company
or
they
hate
our
practices
or
how
my
job
is
morally
wrong
.
disturbing
people
during
dinner
.
at
least
that's
how
it
feels
.
i
feel
so
fucking
old
.
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falling_alone
We
met
quickly
for
lunch
.
20
minutes
to
try
to
reconnect
over
lentil
soup
.
We
sat
with
others
to
save
on
time
,
only
I
can't
speak
.
My
roommate
is
there
,
I
wish
I
could
find
a
name
and
call
him
something
else
.
But
he
sits
on
my
lap
in
front
of
her
.
In
front
of
everyone
.
How
possessive.
on_a_wednesday
He
loves
me
in
conscience
.
She
still
radiates.
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...
falling_alone
Sub
conscious
?
In
convenience
...
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...
Ouroboros
i
stay
up
till
thursday
begins
to
study
brain
anatomy
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...
FA113N
Taylor
Swift
is
my
guilty
pleasure
right
now
.
Some
of
her
songs
just
seem
to
fit
so
well
.
Right
now
,
I'm
obsessed
with
Begin
Again
.
Won't
post
all
the
lyrics
,
but
I
love
this
:
"
I've
been
spending
the
last
eight
months
Thinking
all
love
ever
does
is
break
and
burn
and
end
But
on
a
Wednesday
in
a
cafe
I
watched
it
begin
again
"
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...
falling_alone
i
haven't
done
any
work
today
.
it's
the
winter
warmer
special
at
the
pie
place
on
south
st
.
so
i'll
eat
pie
and
go
into
work
early
.
a
job
i
should
not
have
taken
but
i
did
it
as
a
favor
to
cover
someone
who
wants
to
see
her
brother
get
married
.
there
are
4
...maybe
5
projects
in
motion
that
culminate
in
3
weeks
.
i
have
a
tendency
to
do
that
to
myself
.
what
i
once
thought
was
ending
is
still
in
play
.
man
-boys
who
disappear
months
at
a
time
,
and
when
they
finally
come
back
tell
you
how
special
you
are
,
what
a
wonderful
lover
you
are
...
i'm
still
learning
what
it
means
to
be
a
lover
,
to
work
through
the
jealousy
that
comes
with
knowing
he
is
seeing
others
at
the
same
time
.
i
see
others
too
if
only
out
of
an
act
of
self
preservation
.
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