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Ouroboros which i think i prepared in the kitchen late last night, cold bare feet on clean tiles 060209
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Ouroboros (stork daddy- she_finally_understood) 060209
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IGG carefully prepared
i sit, appreciate each mouthful
(paul mckenna style)
chew swallow.
bingeing away, merely waiting for the inevitable end
when i can regurgitate it all.
liquid prayers to a god less substantial than i can ever be,
bulimia in its purest form.

just another curious pilgrim feasting on the dust of forgotten tears.
tasty.
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Ouroboros emotional_bulimia 060209
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anne-girl this is definitely me lately 060209
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caresscoffee it seems i've eaten one of those for lunch.. it appeared to be a grilled cheese sandwich but i was so sad i couldn't finish it..

can't eat.. can't sleep.. what next?
will i start thinking about him again?
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pSyche "I heard that lonely people eat peanut butter... I must be a very lonely person to heave to eat peanut butter every day at lunch." 060210