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screwball_salvation
amy nada i truly don't know if i'm just tired of giving myself this kind of attention, or if i have found a humourous key that will bring me the personality that will, well, save me. psychologically, i suppose. am i feeling too much levity? too much sugar? maybe, yes, probably. it's a good guess.

not saved still. i'm not dead_serious, but i am still asking for this salvation of sorts. i suppose i just want it to seem like in a secure place, and not a trashed out place.... i've always had a place in my heart for the homeless because i know that there are places in the psyche worse than being on the streets. that's right. because i know.
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