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oh, that's one friend who seems to think he bought my soul just by being a friend. but he does know that i rather obviously just needed a friend. also, i never met his musician friend, and if it was THAT important, then you'd think i would have or that i should have, or something.
the one time i went to a Seattle party with him (who i think thinks he should be cashing in on just a raw time factor)things were REALLY dark. and the party made it WAY darker. made me never, ever want to watch the Simpsons ever again, among other things.
i wish he were my real friend, and then it would be ME that could cash in on our friendship, BUT ALAS he falls into that life-schooling i tend to get entitled "Why Some People Didn't Go to Mudd." I find this particular karma dumb and remedial and wish it would stop.
Enough time was spent hanging out that there should be about 100 REAL policies to cash in on, and that should be good enough, although I'm sure S. will find a way to nail him to the cross for something, and that's just something he has to learn NOT to complain about.
See, I'm good at insurance... but if the receiver doesn't have a good memory, they will have to look elsewhere, because I really have already done enough. also, i don't like it that dark. so, i don't trust him very much and i suppose that party spelled the end. I REALLY REALLY wish God had provided me with a RELIABLY GOOD FRIEND when i was in S. trust me, i'm still really pissed about that, and i'm currently trying not to take it out on others, but wonder what i'm supposed to do with that anger.
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