| no_one | ||
| notme | is there | 040324 |
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| no reason | wants to deal with anything real | 100313 |
| ... | ||
| ungreat |
I have no one to talk to, to confide in, to trust. I have anger that is so deeply rooted in my being that I'm becoming toxic. I can't function any more, I can't pretend to be human. If there were any one I thought cared to try to understand, who could fathom how hurt, ugly, frustrated, and enraged I am all the time, then maybe I could go on masquerading as a member of society. Instead when I try to think of a number to call there's a dull buzz in my head because no names come to mind, no faces, no numbers, no one comes up, just blank thoughts. I just don't know how to get through this without some one else. |
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| tessa | I'm listening. | 111226 |