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when_the_brain_speaks
a thimble in time The more I listened to my brain, the more it tried to speak. Its words were chaotic, painful, pathetic, but 'chaos gives birth to a dancing star.'
My mind was begging me to shed
old ideas, beliefs, and desires
like the flaky skin of a cunning snake.

When I finally started to listen, making slight alterations in behavior and attitude, my mind quieted and threw itself into the volcanic processes of personal growth.

Now I seem to enjoy these periods of internal chaos, I even look forward to them. My restlessness gives me energy to undertake new projects.
My recklessness leads me down paths that I would not normally go.
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*Amy* ok, but do I really want personal growth? sometimes I think I don`t, I don`t care, I don`t have the energy 051127
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