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interesting how twists, turns and quirks somehow form a complex, yet simplistic state of euphoric bliss.
you were there when i was, you allowed me to see into your life for a short time, you left me. i loved you. i cried, and the tears dried on my face and gave me character. i more or less chalked up the experience as another chapter in the book that is my life, but it still lingered.
i found someone else and was erased by her for nine months. my personality and inner thoughts might as well have been a blank piece of paper. i was a shell of my previous self.
during this time, there was a longing for my previous, sensitive, emotional roots, faint and far from grasp. you entered my thoughts from time to time and i wondered what you were doing at the moment. if you ever thought about me, if you were at all happy.
as weeks went by, i was more and more compelled to know you again. the relationship i was in was crumbling, i was overflowing with bitterness and feelings of betrayal. i sought you. i gained your friendship once again. you and your friends sheltered me, consoled me, made me realize again who i was. i was warm in a time of complete cold.
we drew closer and closer, and as time went by, the feelings were so pure. i became entranced in your very presence, inspired in your existance. i viewed you as i had, some fifteen months ago.
when i saw your reciprocation of the feelings, i was completely filled with emotions i had thought deceased.
"you are the everything"
we waited for each other for nearly a year and a half, never saw each other during most of this time. we were a brief flicker in our separate lives and we longed for more.
we are one, at last. i am content. you are mine, i am yours. the absence is filled.
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