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grendel the bite of the lash the chain or even a belt can take on an almost meditative quality

it's what sinks only figuratively beneath the skin and rides around roughshod through the synapses and neural paths which more often feels like death by paper-cut

it takes the one, sometimes, to override the other
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Birdmad The combined annoyance of biomechanical unreliability, and yet another bout of sudden, yet inevitable betrayals 140105
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unhinged all_that_i_loved
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he called me yesterday to tell me all about how his psycho ex ruined his life yet again. oh the dramatic_irony of hearing him say 'you can't help someone unless they want help' *rollseyes* which is exactly why i don't stay friends with anyone else i have fucked and loved.

'you're tough'

maybe i am tired of being tough
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carl barn you gotta be tough.
you gotta be gentle.
with others and
yourself.
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dafremen Another leap into sex might make the next relationship better though, right? *ugh* Nicole. I love ya man, but fuck you're too smart to keep doing this shit. 140107
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unhinged excuse me for being tired of being alone and starved for affection 140107
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unhinged and last i checked, i'm not in a relationship right now 140107