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misstree i should let my body
join my mind...

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but i'm scared of sleep.
scared of the dreams that will come.
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cherrycokeandcum Go to sleepies silly girl! 050803
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unhinged i woke up much sooner than i wanted to, half drunk half dehydrated, with such horrible cramps that i laid in the bed bent over in the fetal position for two hours hoping that they would go away trying to fall back asleep 050803
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shivers how i tend to wake up when i fall asleep alone. 050804