| anhedonia | ||
| paradive | i'm just plaing emotional blackjack | 010917 |
| ... | ||
| paradive | i'm just playing emotional blackjack | 010917 |
| ... | ||
| unhinged | i always lose at that game | 010917 |
| ... | ||
| kss |
you stand and smile and I’ve already accepted your resignation before you even say hello stuck in a perpetual state of compensation always building, working, planning. never feeling like I’ve arrived. when can I relax? faith is a mental state designed for counteracting contradictory signs filling the empty a mental distraction from the lacking finally when the lights turn off it’s cold and dark and quiet and the echos of something else fade away |
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