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zsiga
something
unbelievable
happens
every
time
I'm
with
him
.
it's
always
beyond
coincidence
.
we
are
so
in
tune
with
each
other
that
we
feel
and
think
the
same
things
.
the
circular
pattern
on
his
bed
.
and
now
the
song
.
that
song
.
the
one
that
ran
thru
my
head
was
playing
.
blue
eyes
baby's
got
blue
eyes
.
and
there
no
is
no
song
that
fits
him
more
.
the
color
of
the
ocean
that
he
stares
into
is
reflected
in
them
.
050327
...
zsiga
something
unbelievable
happens
every
time
I'm
with
him
.
it's
always
beyond
coincidence
.
we
are
so
in
tune
with
each
other
that
we
feel
and
think
the
same
things
.
the
circular
pattern
on
his
bed
.
and
now
the
song
.
that
song
.
the
one
that
ran
thru
my
head
was
playing
.
blue
eyes
baby's
got
blue
eyes
.
and
there
no
is
no
song
that
fits
him
more
.
the
color
of
the
ocean
that
he
stares
into
is
reflected
in
them
.
050327
...
zsiga
passion
is
our
word
.
his
and
mine
.
passion
is
the
blathe
that
came
up
. ....
weird
.
050327
...
zsiga
this
is
too
good
to
be
true
.
something
has
to
go
wrong
and
that's
why
butterflies
are
crawling
all
thru
my
stomach
tearing
me
apart
.
i
want
to
hear
his
voice
to
ease
my
fears
,
but
i
am
so
scared
this
time
is
it
.
the
dreaded
day
that
i
wish
would
never
come
.
the
more
i
fall
for
him
the
worse
it
is
.
why
does
love
have
to
be
so
scary
?
Once
again
he
has
eased
my
fears
by
calling
and
letting
me
know
that
he
enjoys
being
with
me
.
Everything
is
so
right
.
Something
just
has
to
go
wrong
.
I
didn’t
feel
this
fear
with
Troy
,
I
just
let
myself
go
with
the
flow
.
But
I
have
known
hurt
and
disappointment
over
recent
months
.
I
compare
him
to
the
past
.
It
isn’t
easy
to
let
go
of
the
past
.
He
gives
me
everything
I
need
and
makes
me
so
happy
.
I
see
it
growing
into
mutual
love
somewhere
down
the
road
.
It
doesn’t
have
to
be
that
way
now
.
I
don’t
have
to
know
how
he
feels
by
his
words
.
My
fears
are
even
more
so
dissolved
.
He
makes
me
feel
like
I
’m
a
“
keeper
”.
I
don’t
have
to
wonder
if
he
would
suddenly
lose
his
feelings
for
me
.
We
have
a
friendship
that
ties
us
together
beyond
what
I
’ve
felt
with
men
of
the
past
.
That
doesn’t
go
away
on
a
whim
.
Each
time
I
see
him
sex
gets
better
and
better
.
the
way
he
moved
not
just
side
to
side
but
in
a
wave
like
motion
was
so
sensual
and
beautiful
.
And
then
we
danced
and
he
moved
the
same
way
.
Someone
was
listening
to
my
prayers
,
i
believe
.
050406
...
zsiga
i
hadn't
laughed
so
hard
or
been
so
disturbed
all
day
.
so
they
said
that
the
owner
of
the
cat
came
back
to
get
a
paw
print
,
which
we
forgot
to
do
.
and
they
pulled
the
grey
frozen
blob
out
of
the
bag
.
i
looked
away
in
terror
at
it's
fat
distorted
body
. sherrie
started
singing
"
I'm
turning
Japanese
".
the
leg
simply
could
not
be
separated
from
the
body
without
a
thawing. microwaving
was
out
of
the
question
.
so
in
thinking
quickly
,
we
enlisted
the
help
of
Mario
,
an
orange
tabby
who
happily
forged
his
pawprint.
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