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amy in blue
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an energy vampire has come to take all my lifeforce. either that, or I'm monstrously depressed.
The justification:
1) people with children and investments in our interdependent system of life are starting lose their shit over something.
2) i seem to be ignorant and unsympathetic to their life project and cause. Unequal sharing of the "burden" and "payback" of the interdependent life system = second class citizenship
3) i should be cannibalized. resources are scarce. It's life's prowess.
Like i said, too depressed. Our culture doesn't want to know about alternadecision making and living lightly because that's wise, given bad genes, etc etc. i tried watching tv - it is so normalizing, it's scary. i've never had a dog only cats and am not comfortable around dogs. I've hardly been around other people's dogs! This doesn't make me a "horrible person" just different, in a developmental sense. Why am I defending myself so much? Because people losing their shit are going to find a way to use me without paying me, until I die. Socialism, communism, or capitalism? Slavery? Only the fourth one is the actual enemy~
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