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Ariadani all night, all day youve been on my mind
tickling my fancy when my thoughts drift
to your kisses and your caresses,
im going crazy thinking about you.
this silly little grin just wont wipe off my face,
and i just cant wait to be with you again.
020517
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Syrope more than usual lately. im not sure why, but i guess i just miss what we had. when you come to nc in november will you avoid me like you did after the incident with mom? will you look into my eyes and see what i've gone through without you? how much everything you taught me has meant? that i'm broken and unwhole? that we can't go back and pretend nothing happened, but that i would give anything to? 020823
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bethany you were always on my mind

it's been evern worse lately
and i'm waiting by the phone

you were always on my mind
you were always on my mind
020823
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devalis as always. 020823
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daxle you always have been
the least damage seems with distance
but I can't help wanting
but I can't help thinking
and feeling
forever and a day
020823
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bespeckled damn you,
and your charm,
and your tricks,
and your rope tied around

my vulnerable
[you knew it was vulnerable, but you still tightened the knot]
heart.

fuck your intentions
020823
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girl jess 020824
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GirlNamedLover fuck you. 020824
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GirlNamedLover that was supposed to be by me, sorry. 020824
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silentbob been thinkin about you
radiohead
020824
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squint tapdancing down my spine with the
click of passive aggressive
rollicking

in
drops
in between
the horizontal bones
excess you

in a veiled photograph

you've been on my mind
saying things I've heard before
and hunging onto my
collarbones
as you slide
down my shoulder

clinging to wonder
like the sweaty clothing
I peel
off your
fabricated fantasy self

so that

you dont lose
another one

to the word

"ordinary"
020824
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squint hanging* 020824
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unhinged i can't tell you how much i miss the wordless conversations and the nighttime walks and the thai food and the way you smell. i pulled out the premature picture of us today when i was unpacking. i could stare at it for days. things won't be right until we are together again. some people might say i'm in love. but when you find a soulmate you don't really look at it that way. 020824
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DavesHeroinGirl And it's ok because when you tell me I'm on yours so much it takes away all the doubt, all the spiders, all the pills that are too hard to swallow. 030124
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unhinged even though you haven't spoken to me in almost five months. people always end up getting pissed off at me. 030124
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no reason you
and not the you
who's supposed to be there
040527
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Lint Lover Of course, you have been. Why else would I be trying so hard to tell you how sorry I am 040527
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Lint Lover Of course, you have been. It must be about time for us to rebuild what I destroyed all those years ago 040527