blather
your_beautiful
hsg genuine soul...

intrigues.
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In_Bloom Smile- the one he says a truck could drive through

Heart- the one she says is too far lost

Future- it could be any of us
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unhinged he says this to me while we are having sex, usually punctuated with a 'but of course you knew that.'

and i usually say 'but you can tell me again anyways.'




girls never tire of hearing how beautiful they are. (maybe because we are conditioned to believe otherwise)
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stringer you_are_beautiful 090110
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somebody It's your beautiful, not mine. Don't think you're beautiful, because that's not what this is about. This is about you and your possession of a beautiful. 090110
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In_Bloom Words
They keep teasing me back towards center
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unhinged your beautiful may well just be you_are_beautiful


i notice graffiti everywhere now. i saw some on some train cars on the southside yesterday and it reminded me of my brother; how he's bummed there aren't any cars on oahu for him to tag.

or the story filled christmas times with my brother. funny how when i retell them, people don't believe me. obviously, they have never met my brother.

all the little ones in my family, that i teach. the way children look at the world and being exposed to child mind has been immeasurably positive for me.
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unhinged (the day of my baby doll's christening, holding her in my arms and singing her 'everything's not lost' by coldplay because until i held her i couldn't comprehend the meaning of that song) 090111