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palmshell I don't want to win. 050328
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thenwinningislosingandyoustillone too bad. 050328
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her royal highness the quirk remember all those times you said you won because you had me? what happened to that? what happened? i still don't understand how you can go from taking me out for a romantic and sweet valentine's dinner on the 12th to getting a blowjob from her on the 26th? i still don't understand. i need help with this. i want you to tell me something. anything to make me less confused. please. i don't understand. how could you throw away almost a year's worth of love. what did i do wrong? was i not loving enough? did i not devote enough time to making your life better? did i not have sex with you enough? did i not treat you right? was i mean to you? did i make you feel bad about yourself? did i pressure you into a relationship you didn't want to be in? what did i do to you to make you do this to me? what did i do to you to deserve to cry like this? all these questions and i dont have answers. i need them. and i dont think you have the answers either. 050329
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sirflaccid Maybe it wasn't you at all. Maybe that person had gone through something they would rather not have. Maybe their heart had been hurting for quite some time. Maybe it was their hidden angst.

There are more things to look at in situations like these.

You must find happiness in your own heart. Realize that no matter how personal things may seem, it might have nothing to do with you at all.

However, that is no reason to devalue youself.

Realize yourself, and figure out what that is worth.

Only then, will you find someone that will do the same.
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her royal highness the quirk I'm trying hard to convince myself that none of this is my fault, but so far I haven't gotten very far. It doesn't help that the two of them have continued whatever they had going while he and I were dating. To me, there is nothing more heartbreaking than knowing that he cheated on me and instead of him feeling bad about it, he's celebrating in his newfound freedom to fuck her when he wants without caring about me finding out about it. He's so happy now, which makes me think that I did something to make him unhappy while we were together.

I think you're only the second person who's ever responded to one of my blathes *blushes*
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palm *bows to her royal highness the quirk*

My dear. I know exactly what you're going through.
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her royal highness the quirk there's no need to bow to me. i'm just a simple girl trying to put her life back together. 050410
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misstree some phrases just hurt too much to blathe on. 050518
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pSyche you always won.

I'd be the doormat, conceeding to your demands. Walk all over me, you've won already, stop stepping on me.


sigh.




you won.

but not because you deserved it.
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