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and here i am again
back at the beginning
hoping for change
i always thought you'd mean more to me
i always thought it was me
the weird one
the one nobody liked
and it was your fault
it was your fault
i have too many insecurities
too many false hopes
i never wanted any of this
i never wanted you
and now i only have half of you
and there's nothing i can do to stop it
i only have half of you and i don't want it at all
im leaving and im so happy
so happy i can't even express
i want to leave this
all of this
every last speck of it behind
i know it's not easy to let go of every thing
let go of all the things i thought mattered
but i never liked you
i don't want it i don't need it
you and your fucking girlfriend you said you never had but you have and you're moving with her maybe i don't know how that's not serious and i don't know why i ever beleived anything you ever said and i'm not safe when i'm here because i can't say no to you i can't not talk to you i can't let you go i was doing so well, the whole summer and i never talked to you but you won't stop calling and i miss your voice because it's the only voice i ever hear and i need someone new someone better someone i can trust someone who doesn't cheat on his girlfriends like it's nothing no problem, i never will respect you i don't think i'll ever forget what you caused me oh i can't wait to leave to get out of here i deserve so much better than you
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