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D you learn to touch.

you learn to give it in and give it out.

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Death of a Rose some lights are darker than others.

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FA113N You learn in the dark, by the light of dreams, the things your heart wants that your brain would be ashamed to admit.

You learn in the dark, in moments where you are half asleep, and two synapses spark and you think "but why did she ask for my hoody when her own was right there?"

You learn in the dark, that your sleep problems have deep roots. When you take meds to help you sleep and get three hours of unconsciousness.

You learn in the dark, after spending half an hour kicking yourself because you thought, just maybe, your phone would ring, and you hate yourself for the weakness of that hope.

You learn in the dark that your pillow will never be as comforting, nor Egyptian cotton as soft, as the woman you love.

You learn in the dark... To see
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