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nellie and that just tears it.

pissed off when i demand your attention, demand something back of mine

but walk in and demand yours, NOW

no waiting
no pacience.
no fucking manners.

that tears it
thats torn it

you make your own grave
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  now there.s all these cracked little bits of my heart in a dustpan 021228
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someone you know without thinking about it

and i'm wondering
if it would be worse

intentional
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Ouroboros Thought the party would be a good idea- not so- drunk people, running into the one person who picked on me in high school, the feeling of chasing something (good) that could never exist. Cigarettes, pot, punch. yuck. Lost my high from moontribe. 080622