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afriak and keep hurting me every fucking day 050828
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afrika is a poor speller when sad and keep hurting me every fucking day 050828
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afrika I mean, really, how could you just stop loving me like that? 050828
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afrika dropping the girl you loved for some piece of nostalgic tail? 050828
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afrika how could you discard me so casually? 050828
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afrika am I nothing? 050828
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afrika I really fucking hate you for not caring 050828
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afrika I really fucking hate you for forcing me to keep up this dignified posture 050828
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afrika I just want to beat you bloody senseless until you fold me into your arms and tell me truthfully that I was the only one, the always one, the unforgotten one, the haunting one 050828
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afrika and then I can proceed to laugh in your face, satisfied and vengeful, and you will know this 050828
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afrika you hurt me, and you should feel like shit about it, not because what you did was wrong, but because you really loved me and you hurt someone you loved and when healthy people do that, they feel like shit about it 050828
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afrika so either you are not healthy, or you didn't love me 050828
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afrika and I am starting to think it was a little of both 050828
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afrika I can't even remember what it means to forgive 050828
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afrika I just want someone to make this better and seal up these fault lines you've chiselled into me 050828
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afrika I'm too young for this brokenhearted shit 050828
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afrika it's the perfect curse, you know 050828
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afrika I don't love anyone and nobody loves me 050828
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afrika and that is how I define alone 050828
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misstree how many more people will i not admit this to? 050828
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unhinged show no weakness to the enemy 050829
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jane oh, you hurt me, babe
you hurt me all
night long
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highanddry "It wasn't just jealousy. It was the feeling that she had been betrayed, deceived, and forgotten."

... Just a quote from some Lifetime movie of the day, playing in the background. But it made me stop typing my endless application blather and look up, because someone understands, even if it's not You.
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rage you don't understand that do you 060124
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nom it wasn't just me
it was everyone
it was you
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nom it was me 060124