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you_have_been_inside_me
:-* and you still are. 030514
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girl_jane and I don't mean physically...

I don't want you to come out either.
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zappa i_have_been_in_you 030514
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zappa you_have_been_in_me 030514
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justme i wish i could be u sometimes 030515
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silentbob i swallowed your cum 030515
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MOAI "that means something, doesn't it" 030515
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Strideo GATORADE!

is it in you?

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silentbob four times david 030515
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onlyme with_a_fucking_chainsaw. 030521
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Dafremen and now you're in my toilet, ready to be flushed away... 030521
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unhinged and it changed my whole life. i hate this. i hate how anything i have to say about you sounds cheesy and naieve. some things go away but some things will always stay the same. these past two days were stolen. unreality. i hate this. i hate that i have to hide you. my heart has run away with you and i need it back before i leave. 030521
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ItGirl and now I miss you. Cum back inside me... 030707
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nomatter unfortunately 031002
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misstree so many ghosts have moved through me,
painted my spirit with their breath,
left little sighs to whisper their voice
and parted, i ache for the passed
and smile for the small bits
still living inside me.
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Syrope and everyone since has been trying so hard to live up to you.

i don't want to stomp my foot for anyone but you
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kamiwhodoesntmatter you have always been inside of me

speaking to me
and i hear your voice when i read your notes
i am the cold of it all
as you are the hot

desert and ocean
dark and innocent
or brilliant and angry
you have always been inside me

and when you are gone
i feel you most of all
gone for a day and i suffer and fall
miss feeling you move me to laughter and a smile
twisted wryly at the corner of it all

it is worth it, after all
to ache for you in the small of night
in the small of my back
and wince because you have been

inside of me

but time has torn you from me...
god damn inevitablility.
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ambermoon and there i will keep you
you have left your mark
and it will never fade.
you have been inside me
and now i pay the price.
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sab don't feel special

a whole bunch of other people have been there too
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megan and it felt damn good
and right
too bad it ended a week later

and i was planning so much...
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