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dondeestanlosjaguares and its not that it matters whether we love each other or not. you dont dont believe in our love. whether it exists or not, what you care about is that if we can live with each other comfortably. if we are compatible enough with each other to be able to survive living together. you don't want to leave anything up to chance. you just want us to try to see if it will work without giving us the chance to really make it work without trying. the fact that i love with a love unlike any other, is not enough for you. everything should be left to chance without risk. like going to a casino and betting on the roulette, only to take your money off the table once you see you've lost, and things didn't turn out the way you wanted. or maybe it gave you the winning number, and then your willing to take the winnings. that hardly seems fair and life doesn't work that way. how easy life would be.

well, i'm willing to take the chance. i'm willing to bet it all. i dont care about roulettes or such other toys. because i know life is played that way. i am going to say yes to her and to all we dream. it's the only way, because i believe in her, and she believes in me. where do you fit in if you dont believe?
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