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you_can't_vaccinate_against_emotion
anne-girl can't pre-feel something, so it's easier if something horrible actually happens to you
can't tell your mind how to fight it off
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pete you can dull them with substances, or enhance them with a mental embrace... of course the very best is to ride the waves hitting the lows and get washed away, remembering the worst times when you're climbing to the summit, unable to see the cliff ahead... (oh how happy i am to have a pre-established cliff to build into a gentle slope) 051029
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no reason but you might be able to vaccinate against apathy if the needle's painful enough. 051029
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unhinged but god do i wish you could be
then i could have been vaccinated against him
and the pain of knowing that i was no longer useful to him ( john_and_i )
replaced by
a younger, more agreeable, less spastic, more pierced and dreaded hippy girl
he hasn't called me since that day
coincidence
i think not
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andru235 i'd rather experience all the emotions, and be without logic,

than go without any, and be entirely reasonable
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nom "i would that my life remain a tear and a smile"
- gibran, kahlil
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