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stork daddy go for someone sharing my bed or my body with me, in exchange for an unexpected entry to their eyes and their face and their pulse -

to touch warmth and see the face used to describe it mirrored
on me,
returned in a reaching,
everything only confirmed
and doubt for a night downstream
from a rushing of enthusiasm
and the forget
that is anything leaving your body.
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mourninglight have a drink..
go for a walk..
count some stars..
make a pot of tea..
read a book..
write a song..
and fall in love again

but I'd better not
because I have to work in the morning
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kookaburra but reality always hits in the morning... 040915
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stork daddy always work tomorrow. 040915
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Gyration start that chaotic slumber again. 040916
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Syrope finish all the things i've started 040916
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witchesrequiem Get drunk once again, to ignore my problems. Only the drinking has created another problem. Sucks. 040917
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wish463983 go a walking around campus and get in a wrestling match in the sprinklers with someone who is clearly 1 foot and a half taller than me.

i know i'd loose but at least i'd be a foot and a half less wet than you
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Deomis take away all my pain.
I could, just as I could of the nights before.
But no, I will sit here in the dim flicker of my television, with the cold hand of death reaching ever closer; waiting to pull me further into the night. And I sit unaware, wasting my life.
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god nearly done did. ain't nuthin' to it but to do it. 040918