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squint wasted on my yearning
for another human like myself
and i wonder how
we can function like this
with obvious loss glowing under
my half closed eyelids
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reitoei I wish I was a hunter in search of different food
I wish I was the animal which fits into that mood
I wish i was a person with unlimited breath
I wish I was a heartbeat that never comes to rest

I wish I was a stanger who wanders down the sky
I wish I was a starship in silence flying by
I wish I was a princess with armies at her hand
I wish I was a ruler who'd make them understand
Franka potente, "Komm zu mir"
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squint i hate running into myself when i hit "nevermind, i have nothing to say"...
its like, "well, too late, you already screwed up and said something, now didn't you?"

and I'm like
"jesus, I'm sorry, ok?!"
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