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Jillicynth And so we chat.
Again.
Well, I chat and you just listen, with a hurt look in your eyes.

I know I bring this up every 6 months, but we aren't having sex. I like having sex, and I like having sex with you. I would like to have sex more often than every couple of months like we do now.

And I have heard all your excuses before but pregnancy can be avoided and you could try to be in the mood more often.

I love you.
I want to be with you forever.
I want you to be the father of my children.

I jsut want to have sex more often.

I want to feel beautiful.
I want to feel loved.
I want to feel attractive.

You saying I love you is nice, but not all.

I am sick of bringing this up.
I am sick of begging.
I am sick of not having sex.

And I just don't know what to do anymore.

I have tried everything I can think of.
You are just not interested in sex, although you proclaim to be.

I know of nothing else to fix this.

I'm so tired of all this shit.
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