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I fall so hard and fast that it leaves me disoriented, spinning, trying to hold still and get my bearings, trying to understand what's going on, what it means, what I can do now.
That shouldn't have happened again.
I know the feelings aren't returned. To you, I'm a friend, if not an acquaintance, a nuisance... I'm sure it seems insane that I've fallen this hard in such a little time, knowing so little about you. It probably scares you. It probably tells you that you shouldn't be involved with me.
I can say, "it's not you, it's me", argue that I'm the one who's vulnerable and confused, and it has nothing to do with you - you just let me enter your life enough for me to fall. I don't think that's true.
But what AM I to you? Do you even think about it? Are you that fluid that you can just accept it as undefined and move on? Or is it a closed book to you now?
Why did I get the sense you didn't know me and you didn't want to? You didn't ask questions, you seemed bored with my talking.
But yes, I guess it's true after all, maybe due to the stars or maybe due to other factors. A virgo and a sagittarius just aren't compatible.
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