blather
willing_to_believe
willing to believe i'm_so_lonely
Jenna
Don't you hate that? Even when you are
surrounded by people, no one shares_the_love, no
one wants to talk to you, and as you all know I
crave attention, I_thrive_on_it, and just want
people to notice me, or rather notice my ideas.

Maybe this is why I like blather.

Where was I going with this?

Oh yes, I am lonely. And there seems to be no
cure. For now.

Someone blathe something. I need some Internet
contact.
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Jenna
^ Geez I bitch so much. No wonder no one wants
to talk to me.
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Casey
I can never be lonely, because loneliness will
always keep me company.

Oh, and never worry about bitching to much, it's
good for the soul, like chicken soup.
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cube
I would never advise anyone to bitch a lot - that
would eventually result in people leaving you alone
(with your chicken soup). Having said that, your
original post doesn't come off as sounding like
bitching at all. You sound rather sweet, in fact. I'm
sure you won't be lonely for long :-)
³
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ellen cherry charles
I'm lonely, for silly reasons.
I have two men who profess to adore me, (but
that's a whole other can o' worms)
I have friends, and (some) brains at least, and a
house, and food in my stomach...
maybe I'm lonely because I haven't paid myself a
visit in awhile.
anyone have a surefire cure for loneliness, tell me.
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kerry
it probably doesn't help any but i am lonely too,
Jenna. and you're not bitching. i would bitch about
the same thing if you hadn't beat me to it.
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kerry
haha
i just contradicted myself.

oh well, who cares. i'm sure if you wanted to you
could sit down and figure out what i really meant.
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Jenna
again. as usual. always.
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Mahayana
.¿.
~
:awww/jenna/awww:

[try 2 remember]
[[you are in the]]
[best company]
[[[possible]]]

[that of yourself]
[Drawn, I sit; serene rest is inward.]

[i saw light at the end of the well, so i jumped in
with hope of something most beautiful, and when i
had approached this luminous light, i saw myself]
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Mahayana
[ive been]
[all my life]
[no-one can ever tell]

[the most depressed people are sometimes the one
you think are the happiest
&
the most crowded people are sometimes the
loneliest ones as well
&
the most loving people are sometimes the ones
whom have not known nor been shown love]

[[sometimes i said 'sometimes']]
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willing to believe
Jenna

Im alone all
day

I have few friends

Can only get out on weekends
and am in pain


My best friend is asleep now
So Im here


I believe in God

But, I believe he sends people

I have not met any here

I am willing to believe

...
willing to believe
030504
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birdmad experience has taught me skepticism 030504
...
Destination? Open pages
Scriptures in vain
On bended knees
I wait
Speaking to no one
Hoping they will listen
Before i say goodnight
I wait to see
Inside dreams
The answers seem clear
So as i spoke to empty ears
I found what was never there
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just one reason sounds about right..
its why the Christians
left
just one reason

new_wannabe_gods_hear_this
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