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will_you_keep_on_falling
Mahayana or will you keep on dying failing disappearing 020925
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11.43am it's a way of life 020925
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11.45am sorry
i don't think you were addressing me

oh well
020925
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~gez~ keep falling and i will catch you

the longer you drop
the faster you will going when you reach me
and the more effort ill have to put in
to stop you
020925
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poetic onslaught im not falling; im fallen, crawling on the ground. im stalling; stalled and calling to be found. i cant proceed, so i sit and bleed until my need to live is gone. myself im killing, slowly peeling away feeling, to move on. i must die to forget my past, those memories must be forgotten. they say good things never last, i tried to keep it and this ive gotten; memories distorted and good times aborted. my soul is stained from the blood i drained to try to have my life regained. stained and staining still until i kill it, then ill be reborn. the stain wont grow any more but will be something like a thorn. poking, reminding, and eventually make my new life a scorn. 020926