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amy nada wanting places, and people, and scenarios.

keep in mind: i'm just your typical nameless cosmic collaborator. but a little more about me: I'm a bored person, and I still like the city. But LOVE the country. and I still like science, and travel too. I'm not sure that I like the country that I currently live in, which causes me to ruminate a bit. The problem being: I still like too many things. Not enough love, not enough discrimination.
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phil I have grown and moved away. Video games and reading blather are the two experiences I remember.

Helping others also became an important change.

I design video games, play guitar, golf, write, watch cartoons, study chemistry, paint, photograph.

When I have time I just want to rest, when I have money I spend all day working. Growing up has been too much work.

I have to go listen to all my memories while making new memories, and deal with problems that have been affecting my life. I worry about others too and always feel time slipping away.

Both my parents are retired and at home. I am excited about the new filing cabinet.

I think my dad ruined my life, ignoring me, probably afraid of doing something wrong.
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amy nada space-time personal ad:

this is real to me. stories are thoughts and sociology, psychology, anthropology. maybe, probably, it's because i have a mind that doesn't produce characters, for better or for worse.

for now, relegated to telepathy. telephonics. really, i'm just twiddling my thumbs. not for always.

this "universe" is in time, and space, and it's not parallel. a compromise? relive your story, i suppose. i suppose you would produce this parallellity again. would you want that?

oh, yes, you know, whyalla is close to what i think is real, but it's not necessarily voted in, yet. and i doubt there will be a consensus. our dreams and desperations differ, afterall.

any friend is invited, such as phil and nom. at its roots will be a birth by boredom, and karmic adjustment. a bit of a mire. it's a deep well that includes my interest in transcendence, which i don't expect to last.... because there, already planned, is the next one... and the next one... and i don't mean for this to be a clinger, but rather a mostly honest inquiry.
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re_alisma while this seemed to me to be real at the time, now it seems like a bit of silliness. something linguistic must have caught my ear, and looking at the map, it surely is a place far from the madding crowd.

still, while it may be low on bugs, it might be high on ozone hole.

what pluto libra wouldn't be given a choice in the matter? i'm beginning to think i would choose a more centrally urban or suburban place in the United States, if i had that choice. still, i would let others choose for me, if that seemed within reason and, well, you know, a good deal.
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srealisma here i am begging for a new life. Seeing it. Feeling it (but only in my teeth). Punning completely secondary.

I only survive b/c death is not an option. I'm sorry i took it out on you. You're relatively slow and unhip to this kind of thing. And besides that mental pushing mindbending are less than socially acceptable and border or cross over into abuse. I can let it evaporate on personal principle.
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