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whisper_to_the_moon Why is life so complicated?
Mercilessly taken from my soul
All these steps I've climbed along the way
Then I am shoved off into the darkness
Falling silently, screaming inside
Can't wake the sleeping mosnters
My heart pulled from my chest
And locked up somewhere away
Tens of thousands of miles I've traveled from being able to breath
Im finding it harder and harder.
I have to escape,
To find me
when will I find the truth
That lies beneath this barren desert
Away from all things that are pure
Crying, trying to understand this
But never to succeed
I'm here to bleed
Save this haunted body from destruction
It decays to fall away
I know I'll never find the way
I'll never make it out
I sit here, comforted by the darkness
My tears, and icy river of dismay.
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z uncountable variables 040630
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ivyducktwilightseto Because we choose to make it that way
I call in answer
We make our lives what we will
And some people choose to make it complicated
But then again, some people just get fucked over, or shoved into a life that they don't want.
Or maybe some people are just overcoming trials that hold the promise of a payoff at the end. Their lives will only be complicated for a short while.
Yeah, I guess that's about it.
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monee why_is_life 041209
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missionary the_struggles_of_life

are designed to improve

you

adversity builds_character
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stork daddy what really do you have to compare it to? only some part of the sum. of course the sum is more complicated than the parts. 041210
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42 usc 1983 adversity builds character

if it is a relatively mild adversity, like the kind you've lived through if you are reading this.

adversity builds character

unless it doesn't build character or destroys it
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silentbob acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated 041210
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stork daddy that which doesn't kill us, only maims us longer. that's what i always say. 041210
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sahba what doesnt kill ou scarrs you
and it stays oh shit it stays
till you freakin die
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dandy adversity build character like pencils build literacy 050222
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Karma Heart_and_Mind

wired / wireless twist_and_turn

around and across_the_Universe...
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2222005 Scientists: Sea of Ice Discovered on Mars

2 hours, 1 minute ago
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mp21k The evidence comes from photographsnot yet publishedtaken last year by the European Space Agency's Mars Express probe currently orbiting the red_planet. 050222
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() ( why is a human construct ) 061220
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pete as is language 061220
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the awful truth see: cannon 061220
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hsg because:
death had some major complications and became alive.

dirt got bored and started to dance. just couldn't help falling into the rhythm of ever-increasing complexity of all its moving parts. the little pieces start to hum in recognition of harmonics.

it's complicated. and with enough small, lil pieces at your disposal, you putogethereallyour imagination's expression of heart.

it's not so complicated when you don't insist on intellectualizing something that's meant to be felt.
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empty its not. we are. 061222
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the awful truth good job empty
smart
of course you dont mean humans
you mean our culture.

read ishmael
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P the D Good book, _Ishmael_. 061223
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ever fuckin dumbening fuck fuckin fucker fuck
it sucks to be angry at someone you love
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