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why_is_it
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the godfather
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that people always end up reading the posts which make me feel embarassed? not that my posts are particularly embarassing - its just that. i dunno talking about how i feel isnt something i ususally do. and so when i do - im always going ''ah well, no-ones ever gonna read this'' . and then someone does. it embarasses me. dont ask why. it just does.
and so the posts where im fairly normal dont ever get any visitors. bah. how typical. murphys law. well, not exactly - but among those lines. you get what i mean.
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divine madness
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words expressions of inner thoughts, yet with a structure, true messages have no way to be described..
once found your mind-set leaves the place where it was imprisoned since the moment you said your first word
and into a true world in the back of your mind
where you finally are able to express yourself
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040123
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jane
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when she asked me
why i liked being around him,
i said,
well, i love him.
there was a beat
& i said,
i'm not in love with him, but
i do love him.
- well, that's good,
she said.
& later
i thought it sad
i couldn't even admit it
to myself - this feeling
that i had
half a decade ago,
with someone else
who denied me.
the same feeling
that brewed like cream
plunging into black coffee,
extending pure its arms
fully, reaching into each
molecule.
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050924
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u24
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that I can imagine with crystal clarity the most perfect scenes.
but when I put pen to paper, it just looks like crap?
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070410
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u24
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I think, when_im_rich_and_famous, I'll just pay someone to draw for me, and pretend i'm a tortured_artist.
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070410
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ergo
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Why is it that only pineapple cakes are upside down?
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