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why_am_i_still_here
farmer it has been way too long. i got here a while ago, and started to meander around. then i said some things, and now i am still here. sitting on a chair lisenting to sirens coming through a window. i think i should go now. i guess the odds are that you have been here too long as well, definately if you are still reading this. or if you keep asking the same question. so maybe you should go too. ok bye bye. 030428
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girl_jane And you didn't leave after you said that...

I choose to stay.
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cube Sirens wailing in the country or a farmer in the city? Sounds like a fish out of water :-)
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x i don't feel like doing anything 030505
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weird and creepy what the hell am i doing here
i don't belong here?
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a fish out of water actually i just make flapping sounds against the dirt or the pavement 030505
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farmer i really did leave after that. but never said i wasn't coming back. 030507
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User24 I left once.

I probally will do again someday.

I'll definately come back, though, maybe we should start a blather_welcome_back page for people for return after too long away from the blatherverse
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x moments_like_these 030622
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User24 going insane hahahahahaaaa!! I've been on blather all day.

this, my friends, is what happens when User24 has no drugs.
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Toxic_Kisses Bc I can't find what I'm looking for 030913
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eyedream you're cute user24 030913
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newme i can't believe my keyboard 040723
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Deomis I keep coming back.
I don't know why.
I wake up in the morning
And I am here.
Before I sleep
I am here.
This place must surely be
A mind controlling
drug addiction.

It's taken over me.
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realistic optimist when all i worked for was shoved under a rug in front of my nose and laughed at behind my back?

when i gave so much only to be belittled and trivialized?

i mean are the rest of you really even out there?

or am i just fucking imagining the synergy.

because i'm real goddammit.

no.

seriously.

and yet, here i sit.

the lone blathercon 2004 participant.

i'm not quite sure how i feel about tht yet...
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realistic optimist "... i am not here"
"this isn't happening..."
- radio head
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Doar RO

I'm sorry.

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pete way to tired and soar to carry that bag any further at the moment... 040725
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** *sore* i mean 040725
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love & hate please tell me why i cant leave this fucked up hell hole we call life... 040725
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danio there are certain moments when experiencing the flesh is worth the times you have to spend in a hell hole 040807
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witchesrequiem b/c I realize it dosen't matter where I go it's still the same people and jobs, just the scenery is diffrent. So May as well stay in this shit hole. Save money on moving. 040808
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TK bc I accidentally locked myself in this closet 040828
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blah-ze i am afraid to leave, through the clearly marked door: marked with blood

but to stay is so much pain
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dudeinanigloo Cuz nobody told me to leave! 040928
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djstar this is how i feel when i get stuck in bed. i know that i'd be better off getting up and entertaining my creativity but i stay stuck because everyone else is sleeping. except for today. i got up. and it was raining. 090922
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RoxRoxx Too much going on in my head to sleep, and yet the less sleep I get the more I seem to "see" - all of which will most likely amount to nothing once I've gotten sleep and will feel silly for when I awaken =) 091022
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hsg tool earn

all ever age
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hsg w(a)ish
(y m i st i'll here)
(a) wish

(help smiles grow)

... and you will find OUT!
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in a silent way one part fear. two parts comfort. a need to search for something without knowing what it is that's being sought (add to taste). a pinch of the inescapable knowledge that wherever you go, there you are. you can't outrun your viscera. so why try?

there's a need to recognize and accept what is before taking on the challenge of trying to alter it in any fundamental way. this is as good a place to do that as any other.

a good blender wouldn't hurt either.
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z places tremble like vermin and filth in the wake of a swift fire i sever the grasses that still stand and mired in swamp saliva i gasp and shiver under wet blankets the green is not wanted and the red is unstanched small pieces fall and scatter as the steam of dyssymbolia clings and covers and stops... 130114
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ever dumbening so tired of here.
so want to leave.
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TheForgotten I thought i left, but i woke up and i am here, perhaps i never left. my nightmare has ended, evaporating like so much mist under a blazing fire. the rocks hot and my lips chapped. may we never part again. 130319
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. i have a kayaking appointment on sunday.
it's something worth living for, at least.
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unhinged cause you all know my heart better than most 130322
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Raina right now no other place than i rather be 211202
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dafremen Only place in the world where we can write whatever tf. Freedom looks like blather to me. 211203
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ego hum freedom yes 211203
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ego hum the simple answer is, because I am

There's a quiet here that means love to me
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dafremen Short answer to why we THINK we are here:

The human race - "Fuck whatever the evolutionary process spent hundreds of millions of years sorting out. I can do better. Hold my beer."

Why we're actually here: To witness what happens. Then witness the next thing and repeat..
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ego hum witnessing is never enough. 211206
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dafremen Nope. And that's why we're such a great big pain in the ass right now. Because witnessing is never enough for us. 211207
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mcdougall Because I still have words. 211208