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so as an exercise to the art
i got on a bunch of chat board
and started talking to a bunch of people
as a 17 year old girl just new to town.
and i find a girl who is 17
and trapped in a house at the end of a train line
who is everything i am pretending to be
we chat about favourite drinks, and netball, she doesnt smoke anymore, although she used to. she complains that all the boys around her school jsut want sex, and all the girls wear minis, that she cant wait to be out of her parents house. we commserate that all parents do is scream at each other and us, and even as im telling her half truths from my life and full truths from other peoples lives, i sit in awe of this girl who is living the life i am making up.
and i feel a little guilty about tricking her.
but for a 17 year old, shes pretty rocking, and im enjoying myself.
and then i laugh
as i picture the sinario that i am pretending to be a school girl who is chatting to a school girl who is actually an adult pretending too.
around and around and around we go
i wonden then, if i can learn the things that im supposed to be learning
if shes jsut as much of a lier
as i am
...they say the truth will, set you free
but then so will a lie...
[ani]
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