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the fucker im haveing trouble remebering all of them.. the thought stream will trickle down.. 040909
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sab i used to get drunk a lot
very drunk
so drunk i didnt remember anything of the night before.

and some nights i have no idea
if
or when
or but
or who.

and i was fucked up about it for a while.

but we were all young and stupid, and we all did young and stupid things.
im pretty sure it was in the contract.

so im ok with it now.

not sure if anything ever happened, not sure what might have happened and with who,
but no lasting side effects, no diseases or fetuses, so hey.

still here, still standing,
and no longer getting blind


on the whole, nothing bad
nothing came of it
chalk it down to experience
and i moved on.

has found its a week for Truths
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